Anyway over the last year I have started writing some cathartic songs and here are two.
Ink Blot
Look at this ink blot,
Tell me what you see.
I'm gonna figure you out.
Are you insane?
Or just out of your mind.
Look at this ink blot,
And soon we'll find out.
"My father died and left me.
My mother did the best she could.
I found something so evil
That I swore it was good.
That's when i heard it:
A lingering voice in my ear,
The one I've grown to fear".
As the smoke dances with the air,
Head spinning out of control
The murderous words of the wall
Come seeping through.
Telling me something,
That I forgot long ago.
There's a killer on the loose,
Can't you hear his laugh?
Sounds like a death rattle.
I've heard it before,
And I hope I hear it again.
He will make me,
Or he will break me.
I searched through my personalities,
Tried to find the one he likes.
Before the killer strikes.
"I was like a glass house,
Ready to break into a thousand pieces
But you saw right through me.
I realize now, everything is empty,
Nothing is as it seems
Cuz it was all an illusion,
Just another paranoid delusion"
Life is a series of shattered dreams.
The more you hold on, the more you get cut!
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Deeper Shade of Blue
You said you're a prisoner in your mind.
Tell me, what did you find?
Then you sung a lonely song
And think this is where you belong.
It may be a blessing or a curse
But your mind creates the universe.
So when the sun is shining bright
Don't fool yourself, and say it's just another night!
You're a deeper shade of blue
And let me tell you
Chorus
The grass is greener on the other side,
You just have to swim against the tide.
The grass is greener on the other side,
You just have to enjoy the bumpy ride.
A gentle breeze disturbs the trees
And the leaves begin to fall.
This is when you began to recall
What has been and gone.
But I say, Just move right on.
So listen to my plea
And I hope you agree
Chorus
A lonely river sighs
As a white dove flies away,
Away to a brand new day.
If you don't like what you have turned in to
And nothing is working for you,
Then you have to try something new.
No it won't all go your way
But listen when i say
Chorus
If you try, I'll try
If you fly, I'll fly
If you sigh, I'll sigh
If you cry, I'll cry
If you die...
Cuz you're a deeper shade of blue,
Deeper than I'm used too.
You're a deeper shade of blue,
Deeper than anyone I ever knew.
Thank You for reading and I hope you enjoyed them. Tell me what you think and how they can be improved


























